I’ve written a lot lately, mostly not online. It is hard work. I would rather be dancing. I am excavating. Blogging, mine and others, has helped me to see who and what I can be/am.
I keep struggling to be open, to understand, to grow, to learn. The ongoing lesson is to keep going. I mean the choice is simple, I can die or I can go on. Ok, I’ve got my reasons to go on. So now I’ve got a second choice, how to go on? I go on asking. I ask God because I trust no one. I ask others because I want more ways to look at things, more information. I ask myself, because I am.
I listen. That means I quit talking, even to myself, and I listen. I listen to the emptiness. I listen to mySelf, the inner voice. I listen to my loved ones because they’re talking to me and I love them. They are also a part of God speaking to me.
I let it in. I let myself be. I let myself be full, always looking for the good, the Divine, the highest good. So I can embrace this kaleidoscopic life and keep going. “two bits a shot” The Band’s song Life is a Carnival cheers me on. I love to sing along.